So todays title in Happy. Doesn't it feel so wonderful to genuniely be happy. That is how i have felt the last 3 days. Just happy and not really for any particular reason at all.
I have been talking with a few of my close girlfriends about diets, weight, being happy and one told me to ask God for help. Ask that He would give you strength. She told me He cares about what we care about. I knew that in my head but it totally registered in my heart finally.
Another girlfriend of mine said it doesn't matter what size you are. As long as your healthy and happy.
Well HELLO. I am happy. I am so much to be thankful for. I just get destracted sometimes of what is really important.
I'm Thankful for:
my best friend and my husband Joshua Marlin that has opened my eyes to another world
My Lord and Savior
My family and friends
humor and laughing
kissing and intimate time with my husband
sunshine
uniqueness
my jewelry
Kolie Reba
My unborn child that God has for us in His timing:)
Thinking back to Saturday night at my mom's party and re-playing that crap the man said about me. I feel bad for him. I feel bad for people that have to say negative things about people to make themselves feel better. I AM the first one to say I'VE DONE IT and IT'S NOT RIGHT. My wonderful husband has taught me that. He said why do you and your family do that all the time? IT's hurtful and there is no place for it. People are who the are. PERIOD and our opinion should not matter.
Back to my weight/diet plan....Althought I am happy I am not "healthy" and I do need to exercise sooooooooo We ordered my p90x workout plan! HOLA! I am so excited to get it. It is a 90 day intense workout program that burns 1000 calories in an hour. LOVES IT! And as far as food goes. I love it...all of it. I deprived myself for so many years growing up I think that may be my downfall now a days. I'll keep ya posted!
Also, I am going to be BRAVE and post my befor pictures of starting p90x on Tuesday night sooo stay tuned:)
Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind
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